storyofmylife.♥

24thNOVEMBER2009

well,haven't been updating my blog for a long time.
i guess no one visits this site anymore do they?
i'll bring life back then! :D:D
i'm happy with my life right now.
but another thing.my birthday in exactly one month,
and i guess people who knows me well understands my hate
for my birthday.well,it's mostly because of them.
i haven't celebrated my birthday since like 7 years ago?
last year was an exception.but the feeling gets worst each time.
anyway,just for updates to random people,
i'm currently homeless and family-less.and yes it was my choice.
call me a coward or say that i'm running away from problems.
i don't really care.the more you don't believe that i can do it,
the more i will be insistent and i will prove it to you.
as i've said before,if there's a will, there's a way.
nothing can stop me this time.going back will only be an act of
cowardice to me.i don't need all these shit.
they should have treasured me when i was still at that shit hole.
not when i left and they feel "remorseful", "regret"
want me to go back?fat hope.well, i might consider it when you
-give me 1000 singapore dollars for allowance each month,
-hire a maid to clear the mess that i'll make in my room,
-let my boyfriend stay over at that place for as long as he likes,
-and accept me for who i am.

i bet that you can fufill none of these.correct me if i'm wrong.
for people as money-faced as you people,i can just dream on right?
hahas,i don't want this.so if you want,you come to me.don't send me
mushy text messages begging me to go home.sorry to say,i won't
entertain things like that.call me disrespectful, unfillial,
a brat, cruel, whatever you people want to say.this what what you
brought up.you only have youselves to blame.i don't give a shit. :D:D
i simply mean, my ex-parents suck.thanks for giving birth to me uh.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH.