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yourstruly,
My name is SAMSON.AXELANDER KO
24THDECEMBER1992 
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lovedbyme,
Samson Axelander Ahxiang -jeffrey.BABY♥♥♥ -fabian.barthez ♥♥♥ -siokyit.tan ♥♥♥ -blythe.kimberly ♥♥♥ -nicole.tan ♥♥♥ -XINYI.penguin ♥ -angeline.poh ♥
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Monday, August 31, 2009
31stAUGUST2009 what a humongous MISUNDERSTANDING. :D glad that everything is sorted out.well,maybe just between us and him but not the other TWO. heehee
Sunday, August 30, 2009
30thAUGUST2009 i guess it's all over.ohyea.i almost forgot that i've been OUT of the 'group' for such a long time already. felt way better not being with people who only thinks that they are correct and everyone else is at fault.this is LAME.real lame. and i think those people i'm talking about knows themselves best don't they? OBVIOUSLY,when 2 parties quarrel, they will want to win.nobody wants to lose naturally.that is the main purpose of a quarrel actually.eventually,somebody has to give in and apologize.but this time around, i doubt so.HEEHEE.true.how very true indeed. "you guys came into our lives, gave us so much troubles, ruined our friendships, left and even took my bestfriend away. How about that? " i don't want to say anymore. but i'm glad that we really saw some truth. :D who really cares for who?i'm in a dilemma.
Saturday, August 29, 2009
29thAUGUST2009 was supposed to end work at 1130 today. but guess where am i now? i'm at orchard road's concorde hotel's speedy lan shop. :D:D:D i am actually browsing throuh my FRIEND'S blogs.i am truly DISGUSTED. who were the ones who sparked all these shit? hmms,me?my BOYFRIEND?my cousins? please.for goodness sake! i'm also extremely amused by some peoples' plain stupidity.HEEHEEHEE. leaving my cousins drunk like fuck in our care just because you guys felt that it was boring? did you guys ever spared a thought for us? HELLO?u were the ones who wanted to go home. not USSSSSSS! did it even go through your minds that we might be wanting to continue clubbing? not saying that my cousins are burdens, we seriously don't mind taking care of them . but it's a matter of principle ! you brought them out, you bring them home. Angelina: is there a need to put things this way!? is there a need to put things this way ?! Why not say, if you're not happy with what we're feeling and expressing on our blogs,come straight to the point as well and not BEAT ABOUT the bush and talk to us straight in the face? ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DAMAGES YOURSELF?hmms, it puzzles me.really :D:D:D:D and my good fllendd FABIAN, ask yourself this okay? is it really worth it? i'm not protecting my BOYFRIEND. or maybe i am.but still, after being 'BESTFRIENDS' WITH MY COUSIN FOR SO LONG, 6yrs or 5yrs as compared to 3months? FUNNEH MUCH? YOU MAY THINK THAT IT IS WORTH IT. BUT JUST A PIECE OF ADVICE. STOP BEING DELUSIONAL :) thanks a lot.and angel, you can call me and we shall talk. :D and happybirthdayeugene.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
25thAUGUST2009 been a week since i've posted. quite a lot happened between these 7 days, and that includes 2 movies. last house on the left and ORPHAN. LHOTL was amazing. rating, 4/5 orphan was just alright. 3/5 LHOTL wasn't exactly a horror movie. more of a thriller plus comedy for me. damn nice. :D:D:D had loads of fun with BEEEEEEEE. <3<3<3 i don't care what people have to say about me and JEFFREYnyj because i love him SERIOUSLY. whtever comments you guys have,just keep it to yourself alrights?i've seen this coming but i don't really care much. my family doesn't even say much about this issue and some nameless people who have nothing to do comes to my blog and write loads of shit.GAL people. :D:D byelabyela.i'm gonna crash! biies.LOL
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
went for movie again last night with Dagu and beeeeeee. watch G.I JOE. great movie i would say. the plot,graphics and all th action! wonderful.hahas, beeeeeee agreed that th movie was nice as well.HAHA. who was th one who didn't wanna watch? SLAPS YOU. hahahaas,love you TTM okay?heehee,anyways i have a kitten now.found him on the streets around bukitbatok yesterday and decided to bring him home. a young kitten.but already a meat eater.hahas,damn cute. his name is HEIHEI anyway.he is downstairs with the other cats who are roaming around my estate now.and he already made some friends with other kittens.hate it when my mum disallows animals in the house.brought him back home last night left him down stairs when i was about to sleep and brought him up again when i woke up.hahas,i put my loose sexband around his neck to recognise him.and he's greyish black anws, effing cute.will be bringing him home again later. after my evil mum goes to bed.hahahas.i've made a bed for him alr.made from my old shoe box with my old pencil case as pillow. he has his toys already too! hahas.he's my cat! :D:D finally i have a pet again after all my hamhams died.peektures with beeeee.but i do have some with me. enjoy my cutecute HEIHEI.anws,i thought he was a girl until my sister told me.his name was originally called MIMI. beeeeeeee thought of that name.but it's too GAY alr la. cannot.HEIHEI sounds much better.HEEHEE.   
Sunday, August 16, 2009
 my son is so cute :Dwhat did i do to you for you to treat me like that? some people are just so hard to understand. you cannot say i never tried.but it just doesn't work. seriously,it's not my fault.it was never my fault. what did i do?was that simple "I HATE THEM" so offensive?or was it me getting together with my boyfriend?was it jealousy that sparked all these shit?was it anger?over what?i have entirely no clue.what are your arguments for being angry with me?or even disappointed?this is rubbish. this whole issue is nonsensical.HELLO! i have my own life to live.i have my own decisions to make.i ain't nobody's dog.so stop trying to think that you have a say in my life. maybe you did.but no longer.if you want to say disappointed, i should be the one feeling that way.who was the one who said that "it's amazing how you can spoil and break whatever you built in one day" sad to say,but the same goes to you.it never applied to what i have done. you should really do some self reflection.everything is about YOUYOUYOU and more yous.have you thought of how others might feel? why do you always have to get your way in life?you were a good friend. but now? BYE.i know that you can let go easily.or maybe you have already done so.it's fine with me you know? i don't need care,concern or love in this kinda manner. and yes,i am talking about you.TZWE
16thAUGUST2009 WENT FOR MOVIES IN TOWN LAST NIGHT WATCHED UP.DIDN'T WANNA WATCH IT INITIALLY CUZ IT LOOKED EFFING CHILDISH.BUT THE MOVIE WAS RATHER INTERESTING.STRONGLY RECOMMENDED. DID SOMETHING THAT ONLY tingsis,bee and I know.HEEHEE. PINKPINKPINKPINKPINKPINKPINKPINKPINKPINKPINKPINK.
Saturday, August 15, 2009
        WONDERFUL NIGHT I WOULD SAY,IT'S MY FIRST DATE WITH BEEE. :D LIKE IT'S JUST THE BOTH OF US.PURE FUN AND HAPPINESS.HAVEN'T BEEN FEELING GOOD FOR A WHILE AND BEE JUST MADE MY DAY. I BET SOME PEOPLE WILL NEVER EXPERIENCE SUCH JOY.NEVERTHELESS, I'M TIRED. MISS YOU LOTS JEFFREY NGYIJIE.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
 it's becoming a HOBBY, pain is nothing.it's the thrill. heehee,life has been fine.REAL FINE. have been working at CKJ part-time for a while alr. but know what?i'll get my pay only at the and of SEPTEMBER. fuckedup much?NABEIs,i have birthdays coming up okay! bo lui life sucks to the max.lucky i have BEEEEE to keep me company. love you to the MAX.not lust,not desperation,just LOVE. some people just don't get that FACT don't they?it's a little irritating. GAOYUXIANG is going back to school tomorrow for his PRELIM examinations. studied?NOPE.not one bit.but i don't really give a shit. :D:D i'll really start in october.i know i'm not extremely capable or clever. but i'll just start a crash course then.use up every bit of brain juice left in me. for my 6 points.i can do it.JUST WAIT AND SEE. but for now till then,i'll be working and earning cash for myself. working is not that bad really.i like working life way better than school. okays,i hafta crash already.school at 720 tomorrow. 
Monday, August 10, 2009
LOLs, been 5 days since i've last posted. a lot happened these few days but at least i'm through with all the shit. and yes! i'm attached to JeffreyNgYiJie. i'm officially bisexual.say what you want. i don't give a shit.I LOVE HIM and that's a fact. my BABY is so cute. :D:D:D we've been through a lot. more than anyone of you can imagine.but no matter what, we'll hang on.yea baby?because there are NO BOUNDARIES. 
Wednesday, August 05, 2009
 jeffrey,eugene,fabian =jef three more to go, kimberly,siokyit,angelina.=ksa. LOVE <3
Tuesday, August 04, 2009
 NO BOUNDARIES.
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I LOVE MY BABY <3
Sunday, August 02, 2009
just leave me alone for now alrights? EVERYONE. i will not use my phone for messages any longer for the time being.no phone calls either.except for when in emergency. i just wanna take a break.i know that i only have myself to blame for digging my own grave and jumping in.but just leave it be alright? it's my life.and no one has any say in this life except for me. :D:D let me rest or just rot alright! THANKYOU EVERYONE. for giving me the most fucked up day of my life! 2ndAugust2009, i'll remember.
Saturday, August 01, 2009
should i go clubbing later?ew,that feeling of being broke sucks. siansation to th MAX!! :D:D:D . tmd,this feeling is getting wierder bytheminute. FUCK
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