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yourstruly,
My name is SAMSON.AXELANDER KO
24THDECEMBER1992 
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Tuesday, May 26, 2009
LOLS, so i effing lost my SAMSUNG PIXON today some furking bustard apparently stole it from my bag when i was playing volleyball at the indoor sports hall. know what? I CURSE THAT PERSON TILL HE/SHE DIES OF INTERNAL BLEEDING. THE WHOLE FAMILY DIES WITH MAGGOTS CRAWLING OUT OF THEIR ASSES. FUCK YOU! if i eventually find out who did it, that person better watch his back. i'll kill him.
            likka chill-ed with missyOW on sunday,people my buddy siol.mai siaosiao.had lotsa fun,ate lotsa LOLLIPOPS,haha.my mama say someone more pretty now siol. MUST BE DAMN HAPPY RIGHTS?lol. school just sucks;lucky vacations are closing in! :D claps to clubbing.
Saturday, May 23, 2009
yesterday was effing sian-ed. hafta consider if i still wanna play with them next week.i mean..hmms play a while,rest,play a while, rest. still call that excercise?think not. see first lorsxxzxz
Friday, May 22, 2009
you furking make me cry la bitch.yes you BITCH;kimberly woon liting. OMG,i don't know what i'm crying about or crying for,but reading your bloody blog makes me freaking emotional.i don't know what's been happening over these few days,with your mum or with her or with whoever.you are my cousin.AND I BLOODY LOVE YOU.i love MEISIS AS MUCH TOO.if anything wrong happens to the both of you,i don't know what i'll do.yea,i know we weren't best of cousins until these recent years but i treasure you guys fucking much okay.i haven't cried so hard for a very long time.and you made me.i miss the times that we'll just hang out talking things out.making silly T.M.X videos.and yes,we'll always be T.M.X.i hope you'll tell me things.i mean,i know you all tell me things.and that there are somethings which you can't tell.for whatever reasons.i wish that i could be with your side when you're doing silly things.even if i can't stop you,maybe i can do it with you.YES! that's how much i love you guys.i always say that i love migo most among everything that i have but truly,deep down,is you my cousins.if i lose migo,yes,i might go hysterical and cry and go berserk.but eventually,i get it over with.but you guys,i can't do without.i know,i can be really irritating at times and for that,i APOLOGIZE.sorry.sorry for anything that i've done to infuriate you guys.and i'm shit at comforting and consoling.lousy as shit.how i wish i can go back in time and undo all the mistakes i made.i feeeel lonely,i really do.i don't have friends.and all i have got is migo and you guys.i don't know what you two think of me.but i can't lose you guys.life is fucking hard right now.i freaking hate studying.seriously,i want to party with you guys.but i have no choice.i want to be with you guys so badly.i really want to end my agony.many people say that dying would not solve anything but i beg to differ,it may cause family members to grieve over me,but eventually everyone will get over my death.isn't it?life's like that.live,die.then what's the difference of dying now and later?at times i really wonder.but now,i guess i realise.it's you guys that propel me on in life.it tears me up inside to see you guys hurt or whatsoever.maybe i'm not the special person you guys can't live without but to me,you people are.i would probably be in hell already if it wasn't for you two.remember last year in march?i quarreled with my mum and wanted to let a car just crash into me?you two pulled me away from that road.the road to hell.it was you guys who were there for me.you two saved my life.i wish i could do the same to you all but each time you guys do silly things i'm always not there.i feel so effing useless.i can be all smiles and happy almost every time but deep down, i'm not.but you guys bring joy to my life.even a tinge of it is worth me living on in this meaningless world.many things are superficial.i am a very superficial person.i am attached to material.i go for branded stuff.but many at times,these things that i do are just to fill the melancholic feeling of loneliness that is contained in me over so many years.and the laughter you two provide me with is enough.i don't ask for anymore.to meisis,i know that we're not as close as we used to be during the church-going-days when we used to talk about anything under the sun sharing jokes that we had and having heart to heart talks.i really miss those times as well.you may feel that i treat ting sis better than i treat you but you're wrong.maybe it's because we are not as attached as the past but you still mean a hell-lot to me.i swear that i can't live without you in my life as well.what are cousins for?my school mates tell me that they admire the three of us and that they have never seen cousins that are so clingy to each other.you and ting sis may be more inseparable to each other but i am still part of it ain't i?i've cried till my eyes hurt and till my heart aches too.and i think i've written long enough to get my points across. i LOVE YOU GUYS.and that's a fact.nothing can replace the status you two have in my heart.LOVE YOU LOADS .jpg) <3333
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
totally sian-ed. i'm like so lucky that i did not fail my social studies. OMGosh.i was likka happy boy today.except for some maartheerrfuurkkingg things that totally pissed me. yeap,so i hom-ed right after school.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
  my baby AHDON :D:D:D:D:D:D:D
Monday, May 11, 2009
 i have this stupid cut on my nose.no idea where i got it.but it's like some fuck siol.likka shit only.
Thursday, May 07, 2009
GOODNESS. i'm like crazy now can?! hmmms. i dunknow what the hell is wrong with me but i'm just fuckingly angry. seriously!i'm so angry,smoking a pack of ciggs in a few mins won't be a problem. it's like what the hell! i'm like psychotic now.i feel like doing something. maybe like killing someone or something like that! i feel like crying.OMG.what is wrong with me. FUCK HELL!argh.i feel like just smashing my laptop or something! SUCKS.
Monday, May 04, 2009
MISS CHIOBU OF THE YEAR.BEWARE.it's damnsmexxy;               .jpg) 
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