thisisreal;thisisme.
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yourstruly,
My name is SAMSON.AXELANDER KO
24THDECEMBER1992 
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Samson Axelander Ahxiang -jeffrey.BABY♥♥♥ -fabian.barthez ♥♥♥ -siokyit.tan ♥♥♥ -blythe.kimberly ♥♥♥ -nicole.tan ♥♥♥ -XINYI.penguin ♥ -angeline.poh ♥
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Sunday, February 22, 2009
 i'm loving this thing new in my mouth. :D people come and go.including family members.so,ya.we have a new addition.who is my very own lovely BAO-BEI-CHAO-AH-LIAN jiejie OWhuiyin .hahas,and finally that si-ba-puo is gone.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
damn irritated by my computer now. it's not working normal.it's damn slow and laggy.ultra annoyed by it.hmmp. miss my tiongs. i just guess that we're not as close as before.
Sunday, February 15, 2009
okays, VALENTINES WAS A happy/sad kinda day. was high and bored at the same time, but the SENTOSA trip with eunice and friends rocked. except that i have those ugly tan lines on me.goodness! nvm,school tomorrow.sucks.
Thursday, February 12, 2009
IMY. i just can't live without some people in my life. you guys are too important to lose. love. ahtiongs.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
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Sunday, February 08, 2009
had a great day at SENTOSA with jeff,fabian,hazel,hogan,guanlin,hogan's cousin and whoever that girl is. okay,i'm still the same colour as when i went there. no idea why.i wanna be tanned. didn't take pictures cos i am damn fat. :D ya.didn't have a happy evening though. i don't wish to eleborate.so ya. that is my TYPICAL SUNDAY? whatever.life suck. BYE MR grouchy face in the house. 
Friday, February 06, 2009
    
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
let me die.just let me die. i hate myself.i hate my life. i hate everything about me. it's killing me.i'm stressed. i'm depressed.like what the fuck!who cares. i hate school.i hate mr tan trying to order me around like nobody's business. he has been a tyrant over me for the past 4 years and i have had enough. seriously!enough.i'm going crazy,i'm going berserk. my secondary school life has been made a trauma by him. i hate teachers always asking me to do this and that.i have had enough of insults about my hair my actions and everything[not to my ahtiong family] i will blow my top the next time anyone says something negative about me. fuck you bitches!goodness.i know.i am not perfect but who is. and why do i deserve such a fate and destiny. i just wanna die.DIEDIEDIE is all i'm thinking about. i'm very sorry to those who tried to make me happy. but i'm just too tired for everything already. tears roll down my cheeks.i'm a weakling. i have no friends.only some close ones.but at times.i feel that i'm a burden to them.i'm always emo-ing.what a sucker.but when i reflect and think about my life,nothing seems to be memorable.every smile.every laughter all seem to be fictional.all so surreal.i'm a burden to everyone. i want to die.i really want to.when i'm crying,my parents don't even believe that there's something wrong with me.they think that i'm trying to act like a poor child.PLEASE.i want to leave this world. GOD,DEVIL,WHOEVER.just kill me.take me away. i very much want to kill myself but i do not have the courage to. i'm a fucking coward.i suddenly hate studying.it's so constricting. everybody don't believe what i say.what more do you want me to say. i'm sick.sick as in crazy,psycho.i might kill myself one day.JUST WAIT.
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