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yourstruly,
My name is SAMSON.AXELANDER KO
24THDECEMBER1992 
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Sunday, March 30, 2008
hey guys,i'm finally back after two long weeks. it's been like eternity waiting for my sister to finally bring our laptop home.yea,it's hers.i ain't got any right to demand that she leave it at home.hell ya,i don't care.LOLS i'm such an asshole.nothing much happened over the past week. just my typically FUCKING life and I.i've had enough already. but then again.i don't give a damn.LOLs.just trying to enjoy life while i still can.i may be gone the next moment yea?i never know. and even if i do,who'll care?i don't.i better yet make myself disappear. who would even care a heck if i'm gone?none i guess.nevertheless, no matter how i hate my life,i have to live it.damned life that i have man. cool it.i shouldn't continue.nah,FUCK it. ok,had karaoke sessions over the past few days, i'm telling you people,i love singing but my voice just suck man i tell you.it sucks like damn shit it sucks.LOLS. but who cares though? LALA. :D ;pictures of me,pictures of you.     
Sunday, March 16, 2008
i'm going to let pictures to de talking. :D                                    conclusion,day out was fun but billy bombers suck.
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
haven't been blogging over the past few days. it's the holidays and i ain't happy.things are happening and i do not wish to face the facts. hey,i know you still like me.but it's best to be friends for now.i know what you heard.but it's not at all true.you trust me?then believe me. thing may turn out good or it may turn out disastrous.i don't know.but i just gotta say. i actually so have i tiny winy bit of love for you. and it's true. :D and seriously.i'll be happy if i died that day. not that i do not spare a thought for those of you who care for me.i just do not want to go on like this. heck.i do not care about dreams and aspirations already. to hell with it! :D faking the smile is all i do.
Tuesday, March 04, 2008
i'm not happy.don't think i'll ever be. i damn hate my life man.FUCK IT! someone kill me.i don't care whether i'll end up in heaven or hell.i don't give a heck! i just want to die.ask me for a reason,i have none. seems like everything i do is wrong.a moment i'll make this person angry,the next moment another one.MISERABLE.she doesn't like me anyway. i'll just give up.give up on her,give up on myself. i'm a nuisance.nobody likes me. i'm ugly,i'm fat,i look like some fucking idiot. D: no one cares if i'm dead.no one cares if i kill myself. fuck it!i hate myself.i always try to be the best that i can be.but no one seems to appreciate anything i do.they'll just think they deserve all i do for them. go to hell with it!
Saturday, March 01, 2008
after reading someone's blog, i realised that love is really very weak and brittle. it can hardly stand a blow.for some,love is strong and will never be broken.but for others,love is equals to suffering,i do not understand how this could be the way.love was never meant to be like that. D: parents are quarelling over some fucking issues again. FUCK it!i'm going to go emo-momo again.lalalas. i love that special someone.but think she doesn't. <3 so be that way.i don't give a heck. my mum is leaving the house now and i don't know what i can do.i'm such a bustard.haiya.kao eh! nah bei! dots.my mum ask me wake my dad up.den i wake him up le she go out.what you you want me to do sial. my mum call,my dad ask me not to pick up.stupid siol. how old le still so childish.somemore my mum is injured. just had an operation few days back,i really don't know how to please them man.stuck in the middle like some fucking fool.don't give a damn le.FUCK IT!
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