sigh.went to siokyit's blog earlier on and saw the post. went on to cherie's blog and saw the tags. next to shermaine's blog and saw another chunk of tags then to denise's blog and heard some worship songs. who's fault is it?siokyit said i shouldn't blame her and i do not.but why must things turn out this way? it is between the sisters and i know i do not have any authority to pry into their affairs.but they are my sisters too. we may be separated for whatever reasons,but i'm still your brother and you my sisters.i don't know what's in your minds.but nothing cannot be resolved.siokyit is hot-headed and may be rather ruthless with words you people should know. she is sensitive so you people should also be more sensitive and realise if what you say would trigger any arguments or quarrels. yes i too feel that some of you have been sarcastic.i believe the post cherie wrote on 3rd december was targeted at siokyit because of the post about the wedding,sisters and everything. it is her authority to write anything because it is her blog. baohui shouldn't have added in any remarks.it's like adding oil to fire. eeling shouldn't have tagged about it either.denise too.it is none of my business and some may say that i'm a busy-body.but hey! i'm not the kind of person who is very free and have nothing to do okay, i too am busy and have a lot of things to do and attend to. why do i care a bit?because you people are my sisters.you may say that i'm siding with siokyit because she is my cousin.but sorry.i side with no one.nobody is to blame for such a thing.small issues can be made into huge ones too.i just hope the sisters can work things out. and everyone will be happy once again. when i was at denise's blog,i heard some worship songs. how i missed the touch of God on me when worshipping him in church, how i wish to go back but i just don't want to. how i really missed those songs,those times. none of this would have happened if only that thing did not happen. we might still be one big family.none of ahpa and ahma's fault. if those who really know me will know what i'm doing now, other then writing on the blog.i shall not say it because it is embarrassing. i love all of you more thanj i love myself. yuxiiangs.i'm nothing but a nuisance
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