thisisreal;thisisme.
|
yourstruly,
My name is SAMSON.AXELANDER KO
24THDECEMBER1992 
thflashbacks,
October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 August 2010 November 2010 January 2011 February 2011
lovedbyme,
Samson Axelander Ahxiang -jeffrey.BABY♥♥♥ -fabian.barthez ♥♥♥ -siokyit.tan ♥♥♥ -blythe.kimberly ♥♥♥ -nicole.tan ♥♥♥ -XINYI.penguin ♥ -angeline.poh ♥
|
Saturday, December 08, 2007
i'm going to the church wedding tomorrow. hais.very down right now.mei sis doesn't want to go cos she doesn't have the mood to.hahas. can't blame her la.she no mood jiu can't force ma. but i'll be terribly sian.why did i even agree to go? maybe because it was an invitation by ahpa.if it was someone else,i would not have agreed.marcus is not going too.that sucker.full of excuses.very very sad now. went to cherie sis's blog earlier on.don't know what triggered me but i just started to think about things that happened in the past and started crying.why am i such a sissy?cry cry cry. that's all i know how to do.i'm such an ass.i seriously hate myself. i really miss the past in church.last year maybe?although we might have known each other for only around a year or so, but believe me i do love each and everyone of you all from the bottom of my heart.hahahs,i really miss those days. the fun we had,the love we shared.somethings will not go the way we want it to be.this is god's will in our lifes. we do not have control of our lifes.God have already planned it all out for us.sometimes i really feel very stupid. why did god make humans just to suffer?was he too stupid? did he have nothing else to do?why does he love us? why die for us on the cross?we were made from dust.worthless. why why why.many questions have been running through my mind lately. can't understand.WHY!what's wrong?HAIS. depressed :D forcing a smile.
|