thisisreal;thisisme.
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yourstruly,
My name is SAMSON.AXELANDER KO
24THDECEMBER1992 
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Saturday, December 22, 2007
2 more days to my birthday and still counting down. normally at this time of the year,i would be very happy and excited.but as i have mentioned,i'm least enthusiastic about my own birthday.sigh.sighing have become my most regular act.i sigh here and i sigh there.people say that sighing makes you grow faster and look older.that's exactly what i want.i wan to die earlier so that i would not turn into a burden for anyone.or may i say, i do not want to be a burden anymore.but no matter how hard i try, i'm still one.there is no other way.dying is the only solution to end it all. but i would not be that silly as to claim my own life.i'll just let nature take it's course.but sooner or later,it'll be my turn to leave this miserable world.this miserable life.i wish it'll be quick though.i'm just a nobody.nobody cares about me.i do not want any care either. you can jolly weel focus your care and concern on other people. i do not want any.just leave me alone.guess this is who i am. no use cheering me up.maybe the happy and cheerful fun-loving SAMSON GAO YUXIANG is gone forever.the yuxiang you'll see will be the down and emotional yuxiang.people always tell me to control my emotions and do not let it control you.this is not my emotion.this is me. this is who i am.and nobody can change this very fact.nobody.not even myself. don't bother to cheer me up.it'll not work.i'll just be that boy sitting in one corner alone with no one caring about him.he'll grow up this manner. and when he grows old,he'll be all alone.no friends,nothing.this is my vision of my future.so just let it be.i do not have any intentions of altering anything.let me rot myself to death, :D i love smiling.but it'll not be what i do from now.
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