hahahss,back to blog again.haven't been blogging the past few days though,cos i didn't have the chance to blog since thursday.haven't been using the computer for the pass few days also.had fun today.went for an organic lunch with dagu and friends this afternoon.the food were meant to be tasty but it turned out to be so-so only.LOLs.went on to orchard after that.met dabian queen at somerset mrt station and accompanied her to macdonalds for lunch.saw dagu and gang there.but they didn't see us though.hahas.seriously funny lah.den this group of people and they approached us.they sat beside us and one of them seriously look like a transvestite la.she was a woman.but had a man's face.sorry if i seriously mistaken a woman for a man.but she seriously looked so manly.then think she knew that i kept looking at her so i changed seat over to dagu's there.went to the cathay after that where we had dinner.DABIAN QUEEN got an elmo tee which looked so seriously cute~.i tried on the elmo shirt too.but it was too plain for me.de oscar[elmo's friend.] shirt was much cuter on me.ENJOY PHOTOS,

went to have dinner at a chinese restaraunt.the food were rather nice.

had a bowl of noodles called DANDAN mian.cute name eh?lols.

had a cup of sprite and coke for dabian queen.the cups were seriously small.but very cute,PICTURES!

over at marcus's place now.
had some cake and kfc chicken tigh cos they were celebrating his mother's birthday didn't know till i reached his place.hahas.

he told me something which made me seriously fuming!

actually i took the initiative to ask him about what happened in cell the day before and if eejay or alvin talked to them about anything about me leaving church.and he told me that cell went on as usual until the end when eejay told alvin's boys to stay behind because he had something to tell them about.as what i had expected.he told them about me.he said that i had something personal to settle and it is not the right time to tell them.he even told them to contact me,and try to persuade me to go back to church.this statement he made really pissed me off.he said that he have not gone to the extent of disallowing them to contact me afraid that i would influence them.EH!WHO DO YOU EXACTLY THINK YOU ARE!IT'S THEIR PROBLEM IF THEY WANT TO CONTACT ME WHAT.TOTALLY NONE OF YOURS!EVEN OUR PARENTS ARE NOT LIKE THAT!WHO ARE YOU TO ORDER US AROUND?YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE HIGHER IN SPIRITUAL AUTHORITY.YA!EVEN IF THAT IS SO,SO WHAT?USE YOUR BRAINS LA.I INFLUENCE THEM INFLUENCE WHAT?!I HAVE ALREADY MADE IT CLEAR THAT I WOULD FIND A NEW CHURCH AND LEAD A NEW CHRISTIAN LIFE WHAT.WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE.DO YOU HAVE TO CONDEMN ME IN THAT MANNER?AND MOREOVER I HAVE SAID UMPTEEN TIMES THAT I WOULD NOT BE GOING BACK!HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU?NO MEANS NO!DON'T YOU GET WHAT I MEAN?WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SUCH A MULE?!I AM FUCKING IRRITATED NOW AND I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS ANYMORE OKAY.SINCE NONE OF YOU CARED ABOUT MINE.YOU SUCKERS.GET OUT OF MY LIVE LA.BEG YOU OKAY?STOP BOTHERING ME.FCBC IS HISTORY IN MY LIFE ALREADY.I MAY CHOOSE TO GO BACK I MAY NOT.IT ALL LIES IN MY DECISIONS.MY PROBLEMS ARE MY PROBLEMS.WHO ARE YOU TO SHARE WITH THEM ANY OF MY PROBLEMS?!SERIOUSLY I'M SO ANNOYED BY YOU LA.EVEN IF I INFLUENCE THEM THEY LEAVE SO WHAT?WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO PROTECTIVE,IN CHURCH I GAVE YOU PEOPLE DUE RESPECT ALREADY,SO WHY CAN'T YOU RESPECT ME?!WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOUR MINDS?WHAT ARE YOU PEOPLE THINKING?DO YOU EVEN USE YOUR BRAINS?DO YOU HAVE ANY BRAINS IN THE FIRST PLACE?I HAVE JUST ONE WORD TO DESCRIBE PEOPLE LIKE YOU!INCONSIDERATE !FUCK OFF LA!GO FAR AWAY FROM ME LA SUCKERS!YOU ASS-HOLES!I HAVE MY RIGHTS AS A HUMAN ALSO I GAVE YOU PEOPLE AUTHORITY OVER MY LIFE.BUT THAT DOSEN'T MEAN YOU CAN ABUSE YOU AUTHORITY OKAY!GET THE FACTS RIGHT LA.IT'S MY CHOICE AND YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO INTERFERE IN MY LIFE OKAY!

my life is so happy and carefree without you people.

lalalas~

GOD BLESS YOU PEOPLE!whoots. :D