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Friday, November 23, 2007
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Sunday, November 11, 2007
wahh!it has been days since i've updated my blog.lots and lots of stuff to talk about.seriously,in my personal opinion,blog is the best place to share all my problems and feelings,since writing a diary is so damn gay.well,though blogging means exposing myself to the general public and letting them know who i am,what i do and stuffs like that,i feel that it is still the ultimate station for venting any frustrations and problems in life.i will say what i feel like and nobody has the right to correct me or even force me to take that particular post down or whatsoever.all the content in this blog is simply what i want to voice out because in really not good with words.not that i do not know how to talk.it is just that i'm not comfortable voicing out face to face with someone.therefore blogging relieves all my worries and distress.not exactly because blogging just temporarily helps me feel better.but ultimately,it does not solve the problems.in this blog post,i will share many things,or rather what i think that is a lot.my feelings,my thoughts,things that i could not share with anyone else but this blog that i have. FRIDAY. 09/11/2007 i was alone at home and had nothing to do.so i called upon connie,and asked her where she was.she said that she was at bukitpanjang plaza and asked if i would join her and i happily agreed.we met at around 4.45 at the macdonalds outlet there.surprise surprise,i saw her with them.hahas.wasn't angry at all.connie thought i was thinking that they conspired.hahas.LOL i felt that it was really hilarious when connie apologised.silly girl.then went on shopping and talking for the next 20 minutes.then connie wanted to see her "boyfriend" so we went to this particular basketball court.looked around and he wasn't there.so we played around and i kept teasing connie by shouting her boyfriend's name.why i quoted the word boyfriend earlier on was because he was on the 'pending list' whether to break up or not.the story goes.jack and connie met on friendster.there,they had feelings for one another.but on the six of november,after being together for more than two months,was their first meeting.connie held it close to her heart.although ahe is a round and short girl,she looked alright.not to the sense where someone would call her fatso.jack wasn't the handsome type either.he had broad shoulders and rather round too.a fucking face that i felt like punching when i first saw him.he ad this frindge that he kept swinging up when it falls down.that was seriously irritating and i really felt like cutting it off.just to sum up his looks.he just looks like a clown in the circus.those clowns might even look better than he does.FUCK FACE!on with their first meeting.connie went there with anticipation.but what she recieved was a cold hearted response.jack simply stopped contacting connie afterwhich.think that he felt that she was fat and ugly.i'm sorry to say this kay jack,you are not any better off la.i've told connie to break up with that sucker but she refused.she rather he dump him then she do it.silly girl.i know that this is non of my business and affair,but as a friend.i feel that i have the right to interfere.still,at the basketball court,connie saw him.he was playing there.she was not courageous enough to approach him.she just stood there and kept peeking at him.jack then walked pass us to the minimart at the lrt station.he clearly saw connie.but he denied.fine,you didn't see her.but how can you exlain it when you saw her and turned away,EH! what kind of a boyfriend are you?neither with good looks nor brains.you SUCK!why do people always see people by their out look?i admit that i do too.but not to the extent of avoiding that particular person isn't it.and if you want to break up with a person,just simply say i want to break up with you.but what was jack's reply when connie asked him that question?he said i don't know.seriously la,this kind of person is not worth your love connie.break up with him!hahas. SATURDAY 10/11/2007 woke up at 12 plus. went out with my sister!whoots~we then collected her car.DAGU bought it for her.for the time being la.she'll have to pay DAGU back the next time.hahas.we went to millenia walk[if that's how it's suppose to spelled]my sister's friend was cuting her hair where there was nothing much to cut.hahas.afterwhich,we went to pasta cafe at Takashimaya for dinner cum vanessa's birthday celebration.the food was fine and i have PICTURES!hahas.after that we went to cinelesiure took a walk around and found nothing to do.it was rather late already like around 10.but i wasn't ready to go home.i just wanted to stick around but sis had to leave and go clubbing with friends.too bad i wasn't old enough.18 was the minimal age and i'm 15!sian.DAGU den messaged me asking me whether i wanted to go home already.but i didn't want to.i just wanted to be outside and i don't give a damn who cares about it.DAGU insisted that i do not stay out alone.why?i do not know.yes i iknow she loves me but i just want to be alone.i do not think that being alone is unhealthy.i feel that i'm a burden to others.i told dagu that and she say she did not think of me as a burden.she insisted on meeting me so we met.i blame myself for not being a good son at home and for creating troubles for my parents and people around me.i cried and cried.what is the point in crying anywayl.i just suck.DAGU told me that i shouldn't blame myself but i just cannot help it.but i'm not the only one who is blaming me.my parents do blame me.we talked for a few hours at clarke quay till 3 plus.i wanted to go home but DAGU decided to book a hotel room and we stay there for a night.i really don't deserve the love from DAGU.she treats me so well but i,she really shouldn't have.so we ended up at the hotel 81 in chinatown.i was really really small.like the size of my room actually.i have PICTURES again.hahahs SUNDAY 11/11/07 ------ WEDNESDAY 13/11/07 i just stayed home and cooked lunch for my family and it tasted real good i must say.hahas.did some homework.one word to discrie.SIAN. THURSDAY 15/11/07 went to see dy papa and ky mama's baby girl laura.yep,she's out!hahas.went with marcus.turned out didn't get to see the baby girl cos she was in the isolation room.she had water in her lungs but was in stable condition.looked really cute in the photographs.alot like dy papa.hahas.a very very chubby face.went to have dinner with DAGU at a restaraunt in chyinatown.marcus then went for cell and DAGU and i went home. SATURDAY 17/11/07 whoots! monthly day out with cousins.met with them at 10 plus at mummy's coffee shop.as always,the adults commented on my dyed hair and do i care?i don't hahahs.had real fun wit qi,ger and marcus.we were talking about english songs and the girls were gossiping about some random girl in ger's school.hahas.took a walk in town and had to sent qi to church.CHURCH CHURCH CHURCH.i'm seriously sick of of it already.although i'm still a child of god and believes in him,i seriously can't stand church.LOL.we then went back to town and we shopped around.bought a sweater at bossini for my trip to taiwan.got it at a cheap price of 23 and i looked seriously hot in it.whatever.LOL.took a neo print with dagu.believe it or not.six people in that small picture.HILARIOUS.went for dinner at orchard shopping centre.at this japanese restaraunt named SAKURA.hahas,the food was so-so only.not very fantastic.then zhenwei came to join us.but she left right after dinner.didn't get to bond much with her but we really gossipped alot and talked about sex.LOLs.we are not so innocent afterall.ger,qi and marc was part of it too.lol.we then went to lot 1 for a movie.qi couldn't be home too late so she did not join us.watched the movie the game plan.one word to describe.MEANINGFUL.it was funny but the meaning behind the show was great.NEVER SAY NO.hahas.went home after that and concussed. MONDAY 19/11/07 went for another movie today.but with DABIAN queen.she has won some contest from nuffnang and had two tickets for the show ENCHANTED.nuffnang really rocks la.hahas.it was a great show full of meaning too.strongly recommended.in in the QUEEN's house now using her computer.mine is under repair.sian!guess will blog again only next month.cos i'll be going to TAIWAN this sunday till next!hahas.misses!:D
Thursday, November 08, 2007
MET AHPA AND AHMA AT SUNTEC CITY JUST NOW.SERIOUSLY MISSED THEM.BEEN RATHER LONG SINCE THE LAST TIME I SEEN THEM.THEY HAVEN'T CHANGED A BIT.STILL AS BUBBLY AND CUTE.THEY TREATED ME TO THIS RESTARAUNT CALLED KENNY ROGERS.NEVER BEEN THER BEFORE.THE FOOD WAS RATHER NICE.ACTUALLY COULDN'T FINISH.BUT SINCE IS AHPA TREAT ME,I MUST FINISH IT UP!HAHAS.ALTHOUGH NOT EVERYTHING[I STILL HAD A BIT OF CHICKEN LEFT]FELT SERIOUSLY BLOATED.THEY TALKED TO ME ABOUT THE ISSUES AND PROBLEM THAT I'M ENCOUNTERING.REALLY RELIEVED THAT THEY DID NOT FORCE ME TO GO BACK TO CHURCH BECAUSE I SERIOUSLY NEED REST.THANKS PA AND MA FOR YOUR ADVICES.I WILL KEEP THEM BY MY HEART AND NOT LET MY EMOTIONS TAKE CONTROL OVER ME.AHMA WOULD BE GIVING BIRTH TO BABY LAURA ANYTIME SOON.I PRAY HARD THAT GOD WOULD BLESS THIS CHILD AND MAY SHE GROW UP TO BE A MIGHTY WARRIOR AND LEADER FOR GOD!HAHA.HAD A GREAT TIME WITH THEM.AFTER WHICH I WENT TO MEET DAGU.WENT AROUND SHOPPING.OBJECTIVE WAS TO GET ME A JACKET.I LOVED THE TOPMAN JACKET THAT WAS SOMEWHAT SIMILAR TO ERJIE'S GRREN ONE.I WANTED RED.MY FAVOURITE COLOUR.COULD SEE THAT DAGU WAS RATHER KEEN ON BUYING IOT FOR ME.BUT IT WASN'T ON SALE THOUGH.SO HAVE TO WAIT?HOPEFULLY IT'LL BE MINE SOME DAY.HAHS.CONTINUED ON WITH SHOPPING AND WENT TO ORCHARD. AT CENTERPOINT'S ROBINSONS. TRIED A FEW FORMAL SHIRTS.WANTED TO KNOW HOW I LOOKED IN THEM.RESULT,RATHER ADEQUATELY WELL LOOKING.HAHAS.I'M JUST BOOT-LICKING MYSELF.WHHOTS~    [I SERIOUSLY LOVED THIS SHIRT.BUT THE BLACK WITH STRIPES LOOKS BETTER ON ME,HAHS] SUSHI again:at ichiban boshi[what's boshi anyway?]  my dessert,BEFORE AND AFTER!   i simply love my lappy! :D   GOD BLESS! MIGHTYGOD+MIGHTYWARRIORS=MIGHTYKINGDOM :D yuxiiangs#
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
WOOHOO~ dyed my hair le! COLOUR TURNED OUT TOTALLY UNEXPECTED.HAHAS WASN'T WHAT I WANTED.lols :D BUT WAS RATHER CONTENTED. IT ALWAYS TURNS OUT LIKE THIS.LOLS TOTALLY DIFFERENT FROM WHAT I HAD PLANNED TO HAVE.ACTUALLY I WANTED BROWN BASE AND STREAKS OF HAIR HIGHLIGHTED ASH-GREEN.THEN THE AUNTY TOLD ME THAT IF I WANTED TO DO THAT,I WOULD END UP PAYING OVER A HUNDRED BUCKS!AMAZING HUH?LOLS.SO DID A BROWN BASE AND JUST BLEACHED MY HAIR.I SERIOUSLY LOOK LIKE AN "AHBENG" IN DISTRESS.LOLS.WHAT DO I MEAN ANYWAY.I'M TRYING TO SAY THAT I LOOK LIKE A HOOLIGAN.HAHAS.WHICH MEANS I'M NOT ONE IN PERSON!WOOHOO.AND THIS ALSO MEANS THAT I'M NOT GOING TO SCHOOL ON FRIDAY!HAHAS.PON-NING SCHOOL IS PART OF MY CARRER AS A STUDENT!HAHA.RIDICULOUS AIN'T I.I'M JUST LIKE THIS,ANYWAYS,I APPEARED ON TELEVISION JUST NOW AS A HOOLIGAN.JUST ANOTHER EXTRA IN ONE OF ZHENGYU KOR'S FATHER'S PRODUCTION.LOL.hhahahas.SERIOUSLY LAUGHED MY HEAD OFF! SMILES..I'M BACK!THE SAMSON WITH SMILES WHEREVER HE GOES!HAHAS.I'M NOT EMOING FOR THE MOMENT.ALTHOUGH IT IS PART OF MY CAREER AS A STUDENT TOO![LAUGHS HYSTERICALLY].AND I JUST REALISED THAT OLINDA CHO RELEASED HER ALBUM.PEOPLE MAY HAVE FORGOTTEN HER,BUT SHE'S STILL MY FAVOURITE SINGER IN ALL OF SINGAPORE IDOL!WHOOS.GONNA FIND MONEY SOMEHOW AND GET THAT ALBUM OF HERS!HAHAS.LOVED HER SINGING.~GOING TO MEET DY PAPA AND KY MAMA TOMORO.SERIOUSLY HOPE THEY JUST WAN TO CATCH UP WITH ME AND NOT TO TALK ABOUT STUFF LIKE CHURCH.I MIGHT JUST JOLLY WELL LEAVE IF THEY DO SO.HAHAS.GOING TO MEET DAGU AFTER THAT.GETTING A JACKET FOR THE TRIP TO TAIWAN!WHOOTS.LOVE YOU PEOPLE.HAVE SOME PICTURES.SO ENJOY!   GOD BLESS YOU! YUXIIANGS#
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
i'm having life that's HAPPY!hahas. i'm going to dye my hair soon!only this time, i do not need to consult and seek any approval from anybody!HAHAHA.laughs sinisterly.lalalas. i'm going to highlight only.not very sure though.a little strapped on cash these days.going for ash green this time. not the whole heaD LA.cos i'll look like a monster.hahas moreover,i am going oversea to taiwan later in november. dagu says the customs might make things difficult for me. so not too obvious.hahahs.in a dilemma now.maybe going to dye either tomorow or friday.if i dye my hair tomoro,i'll not be going to school on friday.hahas.dunno la.it depends. LOVE YOU PEOPLE, god bless :D
Monday, November 05, 2007
STILL GOT SOME UPLOAD NEXT TIME.I'M SLEEPY LE :D                HER BIRTHDAY PARTY:                hope you enjoyed the surprise own most precious dabian queen!
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