thisisreal;thisisme.
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yourstruly,
My name is SAMSON.AXELANDER KO
24THDECEMBER1992 
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Thursday, October 04, 2007
long time never blog le wor. simple reason, laptop crashed. seriously, CRASHED. my sister dropped it from her bed! gosh la.from the second storey you know? cos our bed is a double decker. lols. i was crashed too! been two weeks since the last time i used any computer.i'm over at mei sis place now. feeling irritated and miserable.if it's a break she wants,she has got it.she had the cheek to ask me if i was angry.and i was HELLO?aren't you suppose to be the one who is angry? who was the one who gave that fcuking attitude?that glum face that seemed like the end of the world.i thought you was angry? and you in turn ask me if i was?funny.isn't it? hey girl,i know it's your first time and i want to make it as memorable for you as possible.but it's hard you know? don't want to break your heart.but now,you are breaking mine. u say i seldom care about you.but hey.exams are here k? i can't be by your side always.meikiang told me you told her that i lied.saying that i had to go home but was at lot 1 with them. i was there to buy presents.fine?and by the way.you saw my mother right.heard her scold me too ya?happy?gave me that stupid attitude in school.as if i owed you something.do i?today is our 1 month anniversary. i wish that it would be a happy one.but it isn't.i'm dissapointed and heartbroken.have you spared a thought for me?u might not have to return home early but i do.do you understand?i am seriously not toying with your feelings.that day,the first time i held your hand,i was elated. i don't know about you.but i was simply happy.at times,i love you and am very happy about our relationship.i felt as if i was on cloud nine. but at times,you make me feel like killing myself.as miserable as anything can get. i hate you!but i love YOU at the same time.when you played the song on the bus just now,i doubt you saw it.but i actually cried.not to boast but it is true ok. i hate to hurt you.would you be better off without me?marcella told me you cried over the phone while talking to her over the phone.did i do something wrong?that time you told me you felt that we lack mutual understanding and communication.i did not think so then.but now,i do.and i regret not doing anything about it.i think it's all too late.it has come to a point of no return. you think so too don't you? i really gotta go my own way;
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