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yourstruly,
My name is SAMSON.AXELANDER KO
24THDECEMBER1992 
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Monday, October 29, 2007
i've left church.hahas. it's actually quite a relieve.i've been worrying about this and that and church is making it even worse.hais.it was suppose to be the most wonderful day of the week having to spend time with God and just to relax and have fun.but seriously,i'm stressed out!things that happened in my family recently,i thought that church could be a place to share my problems with my spiritual family but it turned out that i couldn't talk to them at all.yup.it's all my fault,my problem none of theirs.i'm isolating myself.seriously la guys.no matter what,i'm not going back.i'm leaving FCBC.but it does not mean that i'm leaving God.i feel that there is no need in contacting me anymore k?if i want,i would automatically contact you.but if you people don't want to be friends with me anymore then so be it.i will find a new church and lead a new christian life.don't have to worry about me.i know my own limits.you do not have to worry about a thing for me.hhaahs.life is much more carefree now.i finally feel some freedom after such a long time.i have been feeling trapped and crampped in church.finally i've decided to leave.please don't ask me to go back.i will feel seriously fucked up la.i'm just resting.i know.even god is working everyday so how can i rest?but HELLO.i'm just a normal human being.not superman nor god.i need my space ok?i'm agitated when people try to interfere with my personal life.yes,i know you people care for me but hey,there is a limit to everything okay.i don't expect you guys to go according to my criteria or whatsoever.that's why i chose to leave.staying on will just stress me out and you never know.i'm here today,i may be gone tomorow because of some issues.i have a weak heart and i can't take much things.i'm into depression and soon i might go beserk.i'm leaving for my own good and for the sake of the church as well.thank you for the happy memories that you people have given me,but i'm really leaving.bye bye :D.i believe god has a better plan for me elsewhere.you people may reject this or what ever,but this is the decision i've made and i will not change it at any cost.hahas.god bless the church :) yuxiiangs#
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