hey people,i'm back to blog.whoots. collected my passport today!sucked la. my stoopid face.lols.the picture made me look like a fucking ass-hole.LAUGHS~ seriously. i'm ugly and i admid it.lols.and the SOMEONE who tagged at my blog.you claimed i'm a dashuaige eh? i don't think so.hahas.i'm as ugly as anyone can get. i look like DABIAN.hahas.any one with me is just like stalk of beautiful flower stuffed into a piece of cow dung. hahas.lols.discriminating myself.[i deserve it though] i'm not some hunk or anything what.LALALAS. went crazy just now.i mean literally CRAZY.i was totally oblivious to what was happening in reality.i was simply in my own world.i gave a stupid attitude to people around me and was simply acting insane.well,not acting.i'm insane.i banged my head against the wall and bit my own hand.bite marks are still obvious even till now. i remember feeling so depressed that i wanted to jump all the way from to fourth storey to the first.totally insane isn't it.that's why i said that i went bonkers.was having real fun before that.went to the karaoke lounge at the civil servant club [csc] over at bukit batok.hahas.had real fun with DABIAN queen and HUIYIN aka MANGOQUEEN.new name for her just because she wore a mango tee today.i'm crazy right?HAHAHS. had to bother dagu again she came down to look for us when i was still chewing on my hand.the harder i chewed the 'higher' i felt.i'm seriously BONKERS. therefore,people,don't get too near me.i may BITE.hahahs.as if i was a GORILLA in the zoological gardens.hey,mark my words.i'm not kidding ya? i even took pictures of my own bite marks on my hand.seriously insane isn't it? hahas,dagu told me to control my emotions but not to let it take over me. i try to,but i always fail.seriously,i'm officially an EMO.lols. a mad mood swinger.irritate me and i may end up killing myself.if you people hate me,jolly well irritate me and prepare to attend my funeral..hahas. it's no joke.although i'm laughing.told you i was mad.for now, i'll just fake a smile even if i'm feeling terrible inside.will compress my emotions until one fine day when i cannot take it anymore,hahas.here comes the funeral. LAUGHS HYSTERICALLY :D. my motto in life, LIVE AND LET LIVE. :)
god bless you people.[before you leave,please tag] LALALAS :D
yuxiiangs.
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