thisisreal;thisisme.
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yourstruly,
My name is SAMSON.AXELANDER KO
24THDECEMBER1992 
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Monday, October 08, 2007
back to blog. i know it's gonna break your heart when you see this. i'm leaving you~ thought about it for a rather long time. one months and four days.THATS IT when i say that's it,i mean thats it.seriously.if we can't understand each other,what's the point of carrying on? i'll miss you, i love you .but now,it's time to let go. even as i'm writing, i'm crying. at times,i may detest you and wonder why i chose to be with you.but deep down, some where in my heart, there's you.and i know it's real. i won't mind if you hate me or whatsoever.i'm wrong and i know. somethings just will not go the way you want and yearn for. i was very touched by presents that you gave me.the words in each small piece of those paper,i'll treasure and will keep to my heart. i take it that even after this,you will still be there for me as i will for you. no matter what happens,friends are forever.but a closer relationship than that doesn't promise us anything.why not end the misery now? then to drag on in this relationship that we know is not working out. the heart you gave me,the stars,i can't promise forever.but i'll keep them with me for as long as i can.thank you for those precious memories you have given me.i know you have put in 100% of yourself into this relationship and i thank you.thank you for letting me hold your hand.thank you for everything you have done for me and for us.i'll miss the times with you. no matter happy or sad times.they are all precious to me, if you want, you can consider it as you have dumped me and not the other way round.i won't mind.but i'm here just to tell you that i'm really sorry.sorry for breaking your heart, sorry for not giving my 100% into our relationship. sorry for not treasuring your love for me.i'm really sorry. hope you'll forgive me and my wrongdoings towards you. don't you deel that we were so much better when we were bro and sis?seriously,i do.i could share my troubles and problems with you.but after we got into this relationship,we are not as close anymore.i don't tell you my troubles as i'm afraid that you'll be troubled too.seriously.i'm afraid of this and that.i hate living in this kind of feeling.why not just let go?and lets be gan jie and di again?okay? :) i'll LOVE you as my SISTER.
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