thisisreal;thisisme.
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yourstruly,
My name is SAMSON.AXELANDER KO
24THDECEMBER1992 
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Monday, June 18, 2007
LOLs.another long long period of not posting. my blog turning rusty ler.LOL. hahhas,i'm happy.but on de other hand sad. hahas.happy with my life.but sad cos de holidays are ending LOls.i'm crazy..hahahs.smile :) 2 weeks nv post le.wad have i been doing for de past two weeks?typically me los.slp slack eat drink watch tv.LOLs i'm having a real boring live.and my blog i boring too. got nth de.just few stupid pictures and a stupid song..hahas dunno why hor.everytime i blog,i would feel very emo out of a sudden.like now.LOLs.seriously dunno y.hahas.everytime i smile, i think its real fake.i nv noe why.i happen to always have a very happy side of me shown to everyone.but little do u ppl noe.i'm feeling real miserable inside.its really true.only at my blog i can release all my thoughts and feelings.i said i was happy.but i never was.i may appear to be having great fun but indeed theres a battle within.really dunno what it is.keeping things to myself really sucks.writing my feelings on my blog helps but its not a very good solution as well. it's not permanent at all.i have lots of feelings bottled up. can't reveal all in blogging as it is open to de public.i wan someone to share these things with but there isn't any compatible match. dun wanna keep a diary as its troublesome.really dunno many things at times.really falling away from GOD.ppl see me as a very cheerful and happy person but things are never what they seem.this is very true. i dun even noe myself..who am i?am i the samson everybody knows? hardly.i seriously need some space,things haven't been turning out the way i meant them to be.not only am i falling away from God, i'm also falling away from my family.wad is family to me.seriously, it is not significant to me at all.can i say i love my parents?never.i can tell you,i dun even like the sight of them..wad has become of me?? i don't noe.i'm like this alien in this place.why did GOD create me in de very first place?to b a nuisance in other ppl's lives??people may not find me one,but i do myself.yes i noe i suck.hahas.indeed. thats true.LOLs. i find it amusing.i'm really breaking apart. i want to know myself.who is de real me?what is de real me? in may be down with depression..i don't noe.I DON'T KNOW. thats often de answer to questions in my life.but why is it i don't know?why can't it be I KNOW.i need to know what is wrong with myself.LAlALAs.can't continue le.the notebook's battery is running low.coming back soon.. HELPMEJESUS. yuxiiangs#
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