LOLs.i'm back for the first time this month..hahas

in dajie's room now..wanna vent my frustrations siia.

victor called me just now saw wad kingsley told him that he

dun wanna cum back to church.den victor was very stressed..

den my firs respond was that if he wanted to leave so be it..

since he never had the intention to stay anyway..its really

very sucky.i'm like pissed off la.for a month he never cum

to church den say now he can't feel God's love for him anymore.

wad kinda bullshit is this la.for a month nv cum confirm liddat

de mahhs.dun say him..even in my case.it will be de same.

den he give reasons for not coming such as, "my father leaving for

indonesia tomoro have to spend a last day with him."ok can,accepted.

but he gives other reasons like "today de navy open house.i want to be

there" getting on my nerves already.a even worse example.

"my father visiting my aunt.i going with him.."

really cannot understand him de los.wan b christian den must put god

firs in everything la.i m in no position to pass a judgement abt him..

but really cannot stand him lor..feel like giving him a tight slap.

since the very firs time i saw him,he started giving me de creeps la.

really cannot stand his nonsense lehhs.while other ppl having de

Lord's supper and grieving,he takes it and says"yum yum,ribena"

cannot stand it los.den while ahpa or ahgong processing den he says

"i'm hungry,can go buy food?"FRUSTRATED!!he actually told victor

that he din feel like coming to church anymore den victor ask him

why..den he say,firstly,"bcause come church very expensive have so many

camp den stil have to give cell fund."secondly,"because got samson,

he dun like me,i also dun like him and he always scolds me.

HELLO!! for your information kingsley,

ya,i dun like you so wad,and btw i sco u for your own good.

wads rong with that?if i really din care abt you i would

not even have talked to you and try to interact with you in de

very firs place.ok you dun like me so u dun wanna come

church ya??so u come church to worship God or me?

i oso dun like you wad.so does it mean i have to stop coming

to church just because of you??i'm so freaked la.u dun like me so be it.

but just because of me,u are leaving God?do you noe that alot of ppl

care abt you in church?if you leave,u will definitely brk victor's heart.

den DY ahpa's hrt oso den wad abt alvin ahpa?u never think of other

ppl de ar??and wad's most hurting?you will break God's heart.

he loves you OK?and i do too.even though i dun like you but we

are still brothers anyway wad.you think abt it los.

hahas.vent my frustration ler..happy happy.

MYLORDMYFATHER,

yuxiiangs#