hellos..yoyoyo..2 weeks no blog ler worr.hahas.since today free jiu blog bahhs.having tuition early tmr morning.hahs. just came back from cell again..lols.cell rocks..hhahas.' just gonna summarise de week.typical week.sian ders. hahas.got back my results.quite contented..hahs. din study again lols.but scored a few As..working towards my faith goal of all A1s..jiayou lerh wor..youcandoit.. lols..next week last week of sku ler..so happy.think gonna dye my hair. dunno hwether ahpa let anort..asked brian den he said thats its not advisable cos i no reason to do it..but i feel that its becoming sort of a routine to me ler..standard every yr confirm during june and october will dye hair der..actually wanted ask ahpa just now.but din dare lehhs.no courage lehhs.lols.mayb gonna ask him on sunday bahh.. nvm if he say cannot den dun wan lor.i'll obey him der.haiyos.' hope i can dye lehhs.dunno y but just wan norhhs.they say i vain.. vain then vain los.wads rong sia.vain oso can't mehhs..diiaos. nvm..see how firs bahhs.if can de hua i'm gonna dye my whole hair purple den ash for my frindge.hahs.had it all work out ler..sharing wit mei sis and ting sis..can de la.hahas.but if de reply is cannot hor..seriously i dunno how lors.aiya.can de.hahas. monday gonna have cheering comp..3Axis jiayou wor..we can der.. hahas.lols.thankyou.HAHAS :)
MYSHEPHERD,lordJESUS.
yuxiiangs#
hey ppl..yoyoyo..lols.i'm here again wor..finally blogging after a week.hahas. the new song on my blog is from de 200 pound movie de song worr.so nice.. lols.i cried becus of this song hahas.watch de movie 2 times le..believe going again next week..hahas.the movie is great la.tells alot abt the hearts of girls..hahas. being so vain over their appearance..lols.i rate a 5STAR for this movie..cos its too BANG lerr.so long never watch movie till cry le..den i feel that de story line is oso very interesting..strongly encourage EVERYONE TO WATCH..hahas. thinking of de movie make me feel like luffing and crying..lols.hahas. its a MUSTWATCH man.lols.den when de disc come out i confirm gonna buy de.. lols.ya..today is saturday..lols n i'm not going out..gonna b a good boy..stay at home. but gonna use com..hahas.exams gonna b over in a week...i really thank God. cos he was with me through de whole storm..i could feel his presence during every exam paper.God loves me.but i have always let him down time and again..hais. den yesterday night had cell group.ahpa was leading cos ahgong wasn't ard. oso dunno for wad reason..hhahas.had a great time yesterday..had a 6-inch subway bread for dinner,den went to a place near de esplanade..hahas.den we had dinner there.sitting on de floor..hahas.den after dinner was thanksgiving.. i shared abt my exam thingy..hahas.den i confessed that i never did study at all.. lols..hahas,faith in God..hahas.indeed god helped me..my saviour..hahas. n u noe how long we took just for thanks giving?1 hour!!kao ehhs..record siia. hahas.den after thanks giving,Kingsley had to go home.cos his mother was sick and he did not bring his home keys..den if he did not go home early,his mother would have to wait for him..so he went of..hahas.den ahpa shared some points and a few struck me los.he talked abt judgement and condemning.ya.that struck me la.ahpa was on de bulls eye los.thats who i m. i judge,give comments,condemn. but to live a righteous life for God,this should not be part and parcel of my life.. i dun want it.i want to change.but somehow,always,i fail to do so..i'm so disappointed with myself..imagine de disappointment God has in me.i always promise God but i always give empty promises.i never accomplish what i had promised to do.i always say i'll guard my heart guard my mouth guard my actions. but all these dosen't seem to work.i'm really very frustrated wit myself.dunno who and what to believe in at times.my life is in a mess.God is a forgiving God and he always forgives me.but how long can this continue?the doors of grace with shut upon me someday.it can't go on this way.my life cannot continue this way..i always say i want to glorify God but never have i once put my words into actions..i even put many things before God which i shouldn't have done so.. i rather study den to spend quiet time with God.i feel really guilty.ahpa shared yesterday that quiet time means quality time.if i dun spend quiet time with God, it means that i'll be drawn away from God and this must not be the way.i can never allow the evil one to have the last laugh.noway!i must strive on...but at times i dun even noe if i have the capabilities to do so..i cannot always depend on God. God is busy.he have millions and millions of people to attend to in a day.i can't always bother him for travial issues..haiyos..dunno worr..hahas.but i'll have FAITH,LOVE and be persistent!never give up..hahas.and den when judgement day comes,God will welcome me into heaven with open arms and say that he knows me he is and that proud of me.the day i long to have.to see God's face.hahas.JIAYOU. you can do it..
MYLORD,
yuxiiangs#
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