yoyoyo..back to post...hahas. may b posting once a week and only on saturdays.. cos thats the only day that i'm free..really very busy nowadays.. my life...haiyos...packed...wan have a real relaxed day oso can't church.sku.home.friends.my piority...no time for anyting else le.. dun even have time to spent with dagu..den she keep saying i neglect her.. aiyos..den say i not as caring towards her as in de past..oso dunno how.. den she stil say that i used to call her whenever i free den now she has to call me..aiya dunno la.sometimes its a real stress for me los..have to do this and that..juggling everything...sometimes really feel like giving up.. very siian..even on saturdays i oso have to stay home and do sku work... wad is this world coming to..haiis.really not free at all..being distant from friends because of some issues but have to keep that stupid smile on always.. trying to shine for GOD..but its hard at times..especially in sku..when facing my friends.. at times its really straining.temptations and everything..de main cause is frens la.. trying to bring them to christ but no one seems to care..told them hw much i've changed since i accepted CHRIST,no one bothered.sometimes i really dislike doing this.. but all for GOD.i will delight in my sufferings..strive on and JIAYOU.. woohoo..i can do it.hahas..hahas.can't find de inspiration to blog at times.. my mind is just filled with GOD,sku,and play..lols next wednesday going to sakae sushi...gonna b broke soon.. this week jus went for movies n kbox..hahas. but i shall not confess lack because my GOD is a GOD who provides... hahas.will update abt my week next saturday..lols..
JESUSiiloveyou.
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