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yourstruly,
My name is SAMSON.AXELANDER KO
24THDECEMBER1992 
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Tuesday, November 21, 2006
its me..lots of compliments for my previous post..hahs. ya los..den summore idea copied siia..kaos..hahs but den nvm.. cos copied by siuyin mahhs.my since p'sku classmate..hahs. ya las.its true..really very sad n frustrated..cos of de streaming. den sommore our sku de system oso very laggy n stupid de la.. aiyos..dunno how to describe siia.jus very sucky los.. ya los..haiyos..many peeps oso very insatisfied by de streaming results.. although i've gotten wad ii wanted but thats not enuf!iie wan de class! arghs,yalos.dat has been on my mind for de pass few days..its pesterin me..disrupting my life.haiis.arhg..i'll jus keep on praying,n remember GOD answers prayers..ya. told my bro brian that asked my mother about me getting baptised.ya den was asking my mother why the adults take it so seriously.. ya ii noe its a very serious event.. but den..haiyos.dunno how tu phrase it la..hahas.but den..no objections from her la..she talked it over with my father as well.. den they concluded los..told me if they realise,see that i'm coping well with my studies n good in my behaviour, they may very well let me get baptised..longing for de day to cum soon. will pray everyday.nn i believe GOD has everything planned out for me.n i'll accept wateva that comes los..hahs.ya..has been thinkin alot about my life lately..happy times,unhappy times..whether is it wit my frens family or anyone else..everyone means alot to me.to de ppl ii noe..jus want all of u to noe that i love u.hahs,whether we had fights before..anything..the feeling is there de los..ya.. is life really that meaningless??sometimes ii really think that i'm not suited for things n i'm jus not suited for this world. but come to think of it..ii realise that ii do have frens n ppl who cares for me.ppl like FADHIl,my bros.fadhil is my best pal n brother la. ii cant say always..but he has been there for me los.n i'm greatful for that. somtimes ii do think that i'm worthless.but GOD brought me to this world with a reason..n i'm searching for it..ya.n for de people at church,ii can say that u r really family los.for all ii noe,i'm in love wit all of u,all de care n concern showered on me,never forgotton la..i'm feeling very vulnerable at this time..ii dunno why..hahs.its not funny la.. alwaes feel lyk crying out of no reason.wants to hide n keep to myself alwaes.. thats who ii m now.n ii dun lyk it..my thoughts n feelings..haiis. dunno how to describe it with words..but this blog is de place where ii can really pour out my feelings without any care..but den somethings rr just indescribable..ya..hahs.think ending here le las.. xiiangs, ;GOD BLESS. holyspirit.
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